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. RE: HOMETOWN STUFF A <[email> 9/3/20 6:20 AM TO HENRY H, Shit. Do you think you’re going to enlist? I haven’t done any research on it yet. I’m gonna ask Zahra to have one of our people put together a binder on it. What would that mean? Would you have to be gone a lot? Would it be dangerous. Or is it just like, wear the uniform and sit at a desk? How did we not talk about this when I was there. Sorry. I’m panicking. I somehow forgot this was a thing looming on the horizon. I’m there for whatever you decide you want to do, just like, let me know if I need to start practicing gazing wistfully out the window, waiting for my love to return from war. It drives me nuts sometimes that you don’t get to have more say in your life. When I picture you happy, I see with your own apartment somewhere outside of the palace and a desk where you can write anthologies of queer history. And I’m there, using up your shampoo and making you come to the grocery store with me and waking up in the same damn time zone with you every morning. When the election is over, we can figure out what we’ll do next. I would love to be in the same place for a bit, but I know you have to do what you have to do. Just know, I believe in you. Re: telling Philip, sounds like a great plan. If all else fails, just do what I did

Generally, I attained which he wasn’t shocked and find out I am maybe not this new heterosexual heir I am said to be, but rather astonished that i do not plan to keep pretending getting the newest heterosexual heir I’m said to be

and act like a huge jackass until most of your family figures it out on their own. Tell Bea hi. A P.S. Eleanor Roosevelt to Lorena Hickock- 1933: I miss you greatly dear. The nicest time of the day is when I write to you. You have a stormier time than I do but I miss you as much, I think. . . . Please keep most of your heart in Washington as long as I’m here for most of mine is with you! RE: HOMETOWN STUFF HENRY <[email> 9/4/20 7:58 PM TO A Alex, Have you ever had something go so horribly, horribly, unbelievably badly that you’d like to be loaded into a cannon and jettisoned into the merciless black maw of outer space? I wonder sometimes what is the point of me, or anything. I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth. Here lies Prince Henry of Wales. He died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock. I told Philip. Not about you, precisely- about me. Specifically, we were discussing enlistment, Philip and Shaan and I, and I told Philip I’d rather not follow the traditional path and that I hardly think I’d be useful to anyone in the military. He asked

as to the reasons I happened to be very dedicated to disrespecting the fresh new way of life of the men with the members of the family, and i really think I dissociated upright (ha) out from the discussion, once the We established my blasted mouth area and you can told you, “While the I’m not including the remaining portion of the dudes of this family unit members, starting with the point that I am most significantly gay, Philip.” Just after Shaan was able to dislodge your from the chandelier, Philip had countless words for me personally, some of which was basically “mislead otherwise mistaken” and you may “making certain the fresh new perpetuity of the bloodline” and you can “respecting this new legacy.” Seriously, I do not recall the majority of it. Very, sure, I’m sure i discussed and you can hoped you to coming-out on my friends could be a good first faltering step. I can not say it was an encouraging indication re: the probability of going personal. I don’t know. We have used much from Jaffa Desserts about this, become frank. Often I envision thinking of moving Ny for taking more establishing Pez’s youngsters coverage indeed there. Only making. Not coming back. Perhaps burning some thing down on the way away. It would be nice. We have Kanada kД±z gГјzel found a concept: Did you know, You will find realised I have never ever in reality said what i imagine the brand new very first time we found? The truth is, for me, memory are hard. That frequently, they hurt. An interested thing about